Escaping the cult of Sathya Sai Baba I spent my adult life studying most of the world's great known thinkers
past and present and a great deal of modern science – and not least eventually spiritual mystics. That is why I came to study Sai Baba’s teachings
very deeply and tried for about 20 years to follow some of the many alternative
practices he advises, throwing myself into this at the expense of most other things
in my life so as to test my learning through further personal experience. I have
read all Sathya Sai Baba discourses twice, and have cross-indexed them in much detail,
besides writing at least 23 articles about him and his teachings in his journal Sanathana Sarathi. That I am in 2000 stepped back to reconsider Sathya Sai Baba,
his teachings and actions - and examined the movement he generated very much more critically than previously, is due to Sathya Sai Baba's own actions and words, and partly also to the behaviour of those still around him. It took four years for me slowly to come to
terms and investigate with the murders evidence, plus three more to examine
and follow-up enough sex abuse facts to be convinced
of Sathya Sai Baba's guilt!
My doubts were further reinforced as subsequent events have unfolded, not
least by the way Sathya Sai and many of his most keen followers have reacted,
in a manner quite contrary to his teaching and their proclaimed ethos, which
puts truth on a pinnacle (but actually only in word, not action). The rationalisations,
lies and often slurs and defamations - also from Sathya Sai Baba himself - speak loudly
for themselves. This is indeed a threadbare 'God Almighty'! Having finally discovered that Sai Baba's claims - despite all I had experienced of him - were no longer acceptable even as thin hypothesis, I started to look more and more closely and with an unrestrained critical eye at
his many claims and teachings, which I knew extremely well from my more
intensive 20-year study than anyone else I happened to meet in the Sai movement.
While I had previously sought to explain away discrepancies and inaccuracies,
sweeping generalizations and wild ideas, I began to examine them in a much
more even-minded manner. I always felt uncomfortable and reserved judgement on many aspects of his ever-repeated claims that he is the long-predicted great Avatar of the
Age, with more and more fantastic corollaries. (Eg. that he is actually Vishnu, Rama
and Krishna come again, but also the Father of Jesus, God Incarnate and the Deity of all Deities). A person whose charisma and social power backed up by some apparently inexplicable psychic powers had overwhelmed me, as it still does at least a million people up to and including much of the Indian political, judicial, religious and scientific elite, has turned out to fit most of the characteristics of a narcissist, psychopath and sociopath. That Sai Baba projects megalomaniac delusions of grandeur and has a power complex (also apparently expressed also through homosexual abuses) is evident from what has come out since the Internet made such communications possible. To escape from the subtle bonds of faith in a 'master' or a 'guru' with strong charismatic and psycho-social influence becomes the more difficult as the period and depth of involvement increases. My own experiences with the Sathya Sai Baba movement serve as an example of this kind of process, but also of liberation from its previous very appealing teachings and promises, but which gradually pressed me to become more and more divorced from the life and reality of a large sections of humanity. Much of what Sai Baba teaches is seen to produce as many problems as solutions, and his demands for perfect devotees are wholly impractical and unfulfillable. The virtual elimination in much of the West of religion by materialism, agnosticism and atheism during the 20th century created a desert of dry minds and souls that, like brushwood tinder, became ready to be set alight by any flame that would purge them. This is seen in the mushrooming of interest in 'spiritual masters' and Indian gurus here in recent decades. Sathya Sai Baba certainly seemed to provide that flame to those who were drawn into his circle, not seldom through paranormal contacts of an inexplicable and apparently 'miraculous' kind. I am no exception, until now - that is - since I have now learned so much about him that I have had no choice but to revoke the validity of many of Sai Baba's claims (and he makes many mega-extravagant claims), even though I cannot deny the paranormal and certain other facts of a sort foreign to science. It is crucial to realise that the kinds of para-normal
contacts experienced in relation to Sathya Sai Baba's form and name are not exclusive
to him… very far from it! The slightest acquaintance with world spirituality
shows that all the kinds of 'miracle' witnessed from or in connection with
Sathya Sai Baba have been described countless times. Whether or not these are spiritual phenomena or have other more rational explanations is another question altogether. Even reports of specific events, such as the
production of lingams from the mouth, the materialisation of ash (vibuthi) and
other substances, the appearance of a person at great distances or in two
places at once and the manifestation of objects and events at a distance are
not at all exclusive to Sathya Sai Baba. |